Archive for March, 2012

Just reminder

March 16, 2012

I’ve moved my blog over to www.ariochslair.com

The Times They Are a-Changin’

March 7, 2012

Well we are in the process of moving my word press blog over to ariochslair.com  So you might need to go over there to re subscribe or point you rss feed there. I know I have a couple of subscribers and if you experience any problems let me know please

Well this might be cool

March 7, 2012

Well it looks like my blog may be moving to it’s own domain. Maggie for her business is signed up with word press pro and has an open slot. So i just need to register a domain name I like and we can move the blog over and and i can also perhaps do more. Though this may be some thing I that wont happen till after the  Darkness has faded and I am one more basking in the light of frantic mentality.

 

Hello darkness my old friend……

March 7, 2012

Hello darkness, my old friend
I’ve come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence

Yes it seem that the joy of the rush is over and now the darkness of the crash approaches. Being basically Bi polar can suck at times. You start a lot of wonderful project when you are full of energy and creative, you just have to hope you complete them before the dark walls of depression seal you off from the desire to do anything.

Mine i a learn behavior, learned form growing up in a household where I am quite sure my mother suffered from it. While it has been inconvenient in my life seldom, thankfully, has it had a major impact in my life. Sadly though the times when it has have been totally devastating. Fortunately as they say in Monty Pythons Quest for the holy grail; ” I got better”. I suffer from it less now then I did and have more more control over the highs and lows. There are still times though when it takes all I can do to keep from falling in the dark pit of depression and just staying there.The lord , my wonderful wife and good friends have been a great bulwark again the darkness and also a huge strength to me in dealing with it and I thanks them all.

I just hope the article I read about having a depressed parent will make my kids messed up is wrong and we can end the family cycle with me.


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