Archive for July, 2014

You Know

July 26, 2014

You know you have truly reached epic portions of failure and disappointment. When the people in your life all question whether is some thing they could of done differently  so that you would of made different choices. It tears me to the core some times to see people examine their lives and wonder if perhaps they had done some thing different, maybe I wouldn’t be the disappointment I am today. It isn’t ego on my part but really just relax I surround myself with good people, the fact that I am a disappointment and failure is all of my own choosing. truthfully there is no one else to blame, not my mom or dad or things people did to me as a child. I am an adult and I am responsible for my life I got here by the choices I made and My life will improve with the make of more correct  decisions. I appreciate the support and love,but  I take responsibility for my life.

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Different tastes

July 24, 2014

It is interesting the different tastes people in the same hobby have. I have been listing things for sale at Arioch’s Attic,  and the things that people just have to have is very different. Somethings i didn’t think have value, get snapped up immediately and things I thought everyone would want languish and get picked up for the minimum bid. It is kind of cool though that while we may be lumped together by society we really are individuals

Still hits me

July 24, 2014

I am just too much of a pack rat, and invest to o much emotion into things. I haven’t worked for the evil empire for almost 14 years but today while cleaning out some shelves I ran across and threw away my old employee discount card and it still over whelmed me with emotions. It might be because I am going through an emotional time with some other stuff, and all but still I wasn’t expecting the wave of emotions just from throwing away a plastic card.

Hello again

July 24, 2014

Well it has been a long time but hello again I am here.


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