Archive for August, 2016


August 26, 2016

I have finally started doing some rearranging in the dining room I have been planning for the last 6 months. I am hoping to get eh computer desk put together Saturday or Sunday and actually  put at least one of the desktops online. I am surprised how well I have gone with just this laptop over the last year


The Sleeper won’t awaken

August 16, 2016

I repel what I love.

I lose what I love

The tighter I try to hold on the father I push my desire away.

All my life I live for tomorrow.

That there will always be a chance to say I’m sorry.

If I close myself I turn cold and hard.

I open myself up and my insanity floods my mouth.

Cling to tight and crush the jewel.

Hold too loose and it falls between my fingers.

Attach to quickly, and set myself up for pain.

Shield my heart and never feel another’s heart.

Delusions of  reality is where I live.

My fantasy world, where I think I love and am loved.

In reality, I may be loved but I fail to love.

Insincerity if my creed.

Lack of emotional connection is my skill.

I am a psychic vampire.

I drain the lives of those around me

Till finally as a husk they see the truth.

In my cave, I sit alone

I dream a dream the lie I live

I am unable to love another human being.

The true me

August 16, 2016

I am an ostrich with my head in the sand.

I am living in my head no grasp on reality.

Oh, the sunlight of truth is hard on my eyes

Showing just how empty my heart is.


August 14, 2016

Do not chase peace

You can never catch it

Be still, calm, and wait

Peace will come to you

Haiku Friday

August 13, 2016

forgotten how fun

talking with a kindred spirit

satisfies the soul

I am

August 13, 2016

I am who I am.

I am complex.

I am irrational.

I am logical.

I am a dichotomy of many things.

Love me, hate me, ignore me.

I am me.

I Still​ Have it

August 12, 2016

I signed back up to be a psychic for the Power Psychic Network. I go under the name Joseph Elric. I signed in today, and my first client enjoyed my reading so much we ended up talking for 75 minutes. I really felt  good and it was good to be back.


August 12, 2016

To transition to the next life is nothing to fear for it is the end goal of this life to go forward to the next. Nothing in this world happens by accident it all happens on time and as it should be. God or source is in control and nothing happens but as it should. So, therefore, self-translation to the next life should be celebrated. for it is an end to the pain one experiences and causes in this world and if it was not to be it wouldn’t happen.

Love Lust Desire

August 11, 2016

You inspire me, you intrigue me
You have awoken feelings I thought long gone.
The more I talk to you the more I want to talk
The more time between contact the more I miss you.
You are the dream I wish reality
You are the flame that fires my heart

Dreams Visions Realty​

August 10, 2016

Your thoughts, they fill my head.
Your words have planted a wonderful dream in my heart
Visions of the joy and pleasure we will have, dance before my eyes.
Please oh please let us build this future together and not let it drift away, abandoned and forgotten.

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