Archive for the ‘Behold The Man’ Category

Last Rant

November 26, 2016

Well been waiting all day for my blog domain to show up and kept getting error messages and this morning I find out I typed something in and had left an s off and so nothing was connecting. Got it fixed and will be remodeling my new WordPress soon maybe today if the gaming group doesn’t meet today.



August 26, 2016

I have finally started doing some rearranging in the dining room I have been planning for the last 6 months. I am hoping to get eh computer desk put together Saturday or Sunday and actually  put at least one of the desktops online. I am surprised how well I have gone with just this laptop over the last year

The Sleeper won’t awaken

August 16, 2016

I repel what I love.

I lose what I love

The tighter I try to hold on the father I push my desire away.

All my life I live for tomorrow.

That there will always be a chance to say I’m sorry.

If I close myself I turn cold and hard.

I open myself up and my insanity floods my mouth.

Cling to tight and crush the jewel.

Hold too loose and it falls between my fingers.

Attach to quickly, and set myself up for pain.

Shield my heart and never feel another’s heart.

Delusions of  reality is where I live.

My fantasy world, where I think I love and am loved.

In reality, I may be loved but I fail to love.

Insincerity if my creed.

Lack of emotional connection is my skill.

I am a psychic vampire.

I drain the lives of those around me

Till finally as a husk they see the truth.

In my cave, I sit alone

I dream a dream the lie I live

I am unable to love another human being.

The true me

August 16, 2016

I am an ostrich with my head in the sand.

I am living in my head no grasp on reality.

Oh, the sunlight of truth is hard on my eyes

Showing just how empty my heart is.

Haiku Friday

August 13, 2016

forgotten how fun

talking with a kindred spirit

satisfies the soul

I am

August 13, 2016

I am who I am.

I am complex.

I am irrational.

I am logical.

I am a dichotomy of many things.

Love me, hate me, ignore me.

I am me.

I Still​ Have it

August 12, 2016

I signed back up to be a psychic for the Power Psychic Network. I go under the name Joseph Elric. I signed in today, and my first client enjoyed my reading so much we ended up talking for 75 minutes. I really felt  good and it was good to be back.

Love Lust Desire

August 11, 2016

You inspire me, you intrigue me
You have awoken feelings I thought long gone.
The more I talk to you the more I want to talk
The more time between contact the more I miss you.
You are the dream I wish reality
You are the flame that fires my heart

Dreams Visions Realty​

August 10, 2016

Your thoughts, they fill my head.
Your words have planted a wonderful dream in my heart
Visions of the joy and pleasure we will have, dance before my eyes.
Please oh please let us build this future together and not let it drift away, abandoned and forgotten.

Serendipity: Thank you, Universe

August 4, 2016


I bought a light plastic dresser last weekend I I was going to go through the girls’ clothes and knew they needed more space than just the two dressers they had currently. We went through their clothes set aside winter clothes to go to storage, pulled out clothes to small for Ella to donate and started repacking the dressers. Needless to say, when it was all said and done they still had more clothes than space, fortunately, this morning on my route I spy a plastic dresser just like I had bought for the girls so now supplemented with this additional space we now have room for all their clothes,

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