August 12, 2016

To transition to the next life is nothing to fear for it is the end goal of this life to go forward to the next. Nothing in this world happens by accident it all happens on time and as it should be. God or source is in control and nothing happens but as it should. So, therefore, self-translation to the next life should be celebrated. for it is an end to the pain one experiences and causes in this world and if it was not to be it wouldn’t happen.


Love Lust Desire

August 11, 2016

You inspire me, you intrigue me
You have awoken feelings I thought long gone.
The more I talk to you the more I want to talk
The more time between contact the more I miss you.
You are the dream I wish reality
You are the flame that fires my heart

Dreams Visions Realty​

August 10, 2016

Your thoughts, they fill my head.
Your words have planted a wonderful dream in my heart
Visions of the joy and pleasure we will have, dance before my eyes.
Please oh please let us build this future together and not let it drift away, abandoned and forgotten.

Serendipity: Thank you, Universe

August 4, 2016


I bought a light plastic dresser last weekend I I was going to go through the girls’ clothes and knew they needed more space than just the two dressers they had currently. We went through their clothes set aside winter clothes to go to storage, pulled out clothes to small for Ella to donate and started repacking the dressers. Needless to say, when it was all said and done they still had more clothes than space, fortunately, this morning on my route I spy a plastic dresser just like I had bought for the girls so now supplemented with this additional space we now have room for all their clothes,

Get a schedule. Get a life.

August 3, 2016

I relly need to get a schedule going. this cat napping is not getting me enough rest, and then when I combined it with I am drinking more water and less diet and regular soda, so I am not getting as much caffeine. Thank goodness I am not getting the headache that comes from caffeine withdrawal, I guess I am getting enough to stop that.

I have caught my medical insurance premiums now to squeeze out the money to get an examine a physical, and get the Rx for my type two diabetes, I know my blood sugar is way way way unhealthy but I turn a soon to be blind eye to the issue. I know better, and the lack of action then triggers my depression, which then makes action even harder, and so the downward cycle goes. I am going to break it though get a life improve my health for myself, and those I love.

Game Day

July 30, 2016

Well, it is Saturday, so the group will be coming over to play. It is much easier to clean up today since cleaning up earlier in the week. I should have 4 more loads of laundry ready to go to the laundromat, with two girls it is amazing how much laundry we generate. I have also put up the Curtains to the laundry room and the pantry, next step to get the curtain up on the window behind the refrigerator.

I know to the real world these are pretty mundane tasks but in my struggle in like it is nice to be able to post some accomplishments to keep me motivated and moving forward. Hopefully, should have some good news on rebuilding my Wizard website and building my new spiritual site

More Progress on Dishes

July 29, 2016

Well got some more dishes done today, have 4 loads of washed laundry ready to got to laundromat for drying. Will pick up my new silverware set from the evil empire when I pick Candra from work. I hope to get some more stuff done around the house later today as well

More Progress

July 28, 2016

One load of laundry done and started some dishes. If you are a real friend you understand the importance of this update 🙂


July 28, 2016

Well at least have some progress. I started a new facebook page after my guides just wouldn’t shut up about it. Two days in a row, so I, fortunately, gave in. I also set up my own GoDaddy hosting, instead of using my ex’s. I also transferred over one of my domains from her account and should get the second one transferred over next week. None of the website information came over since I had let the domains expire while that can be considered a bad thing, it also means I get to build a new website from scratch. I think that is what I need to do.

Well actually took care of trash and recycling today,and am planning on starting some laundry and possibly rearrange the dining room as well. so even in the heat, I am slowly making progress.

The Girls have AC

July 14, 2016

Today’s big accomplishment;  I have installed a  window unit in the girls room. This should make a big difference winter and summer because I insulated the window and put a darkening curtain up  that will keep the room warmer in winter and colder in summer. The girls now they have a nice automatic AC unit to cool down their room at night when they sleep

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